keep bleeding for the life

One d ay , I c a me here in t hi s section to sing with who was my soul ,but tod a y I came t o bleeding
thi s is the life .. eve ry thing is changing
Nobody listens to me,
Don't hear a single thing I say,
Say anythings to me,
Anything to get you on my head.
Don't know how I really feel,
Cause it's the faith
That makes it like that I don't care
Don't know how much it hurts
To turn around like u were never there
Like somehow you could be replaced
And I could walk away
From the promises we made
And swore we'd never break

... I li k e t o w al k with hi g h hee l and kn o ck it st ro ngly at the fl o or to kee p that i n visible voi c e silent

S aturday ... used to be the day of feeling ...even if it is just by eyes ..but I cut that day of my week
at least ...live the S aturday at heart
...the end of today was the valuable moment

It's hard after a longtime to talk with someone who you wastotally mad of him
but you talk to him normally or seems that you are normal,but I think that I was normal enough as I could
That someone was thesecond on in my life who I wasn't imagine that one day our relationship willdrive to this way
I used to be beside herwhen she even doesn't need me , but to assure her that there is a friend whenthe love
die and I know that I was unexpected person of what I am doing
After all these times ..I am getting through what she got through
… but she doesn't help
She is like who put salton the wounds while she must the one who treat the wounds
At least ,,, she knewtoday that I don't want her in my life anymore
God I am stuck with idiot friends … suddenly I knew it Oh My

If you're gonna dream, dream high Never let the fear of the unknown be a reason not to try While I live, let me learn to give what's mine And at the journey's end, know the reason why If you truly want to fly, dream high

I am wondering about these faces which make me happy and smile deeply
I am wondering how to keep them around me or just keep watching them away
I am wondering more of their reaction towards me after I told them that
I wish If I had the same attractive personality as theirs

Bad Moment ... when you have a long speech that someone should hear it
but you can't say one word at his/her eyes
"unless " sorry for everything
really I AM SO SORRY

Since that Wednesday ,, I haven't had a nice Wednesday or at least a normal one
Wednesday for me now ..just for crying or sleeping all the day
I am trying hard to make it better

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling